Saturday 20. October 2018

Finally feeling as though I’m getting enough of the hang of working outside the house that I may be able to get back to writing and reading some blogs again.  Still working on getting my inner clock changed around, guessing after over 20 years of being a night owl that it’s going to take more than a couple months to become not so much of a night owl. 

Have really taken to doing this whole teachers aide thing.  I work mainly with three sixth graders, but help out with the entire class as needed.  Also have lunch duty with sixth through eighth grades, study hall with about a dozen sixth graders and after school recess with preschool through fifth grade…thankfully there are three of us doing the after school recess, those littles are dolls but take a lot of energy. 

Learning a lot in the sixth grade, things that I either no longer remember learning or things that are new to me…guessing a little of both.  Social Studies and PE are pry my favorite at the moment, something I definitely wouldn’t have said in sixth grade.  In Social Studies we are learning about different cultures, next week the kids start a project where they learn about the cultures in which they came from…sounds fun but with my three boys, the thought makes my head start to throb…hard headed them and hard headed me…we have our moments where we butt heads so to speak.  The trobbing head comes from knowing the project has to be done on Google Slides and the last project I helped with having to use Google Slides, yeah….I can’t do Google Slides, give me a piece of paper or poster board! 

A few days ago the kiddos had to run the mile in PE.  Want to confuse sixth graders?  Call PE, Phys Ed…they will argue until you explain it’s short for physical education and thus PE…  Watching these kids stress for days about the upcoming mile run reminded me of the same stress knowing that damn run was coming up.  These kids had it easy though, Mr. S let them walk a bit as needed, we weren’t allowed to stop jogging or we started over.  Times have changed.  Also Mr. S ran with them, Mr. C never ran with us.  That had to have been a good feeling for the kids to have the teacher join them.  I walked a half mile during their run and tried to help encourage them to keep it up.

Lunch may be my favorite time of day…have made some great friends amongst the teachers and aides and enjoy 30 minutes of laughter and swapping stories with other adults.  It’s still kind of odd to be working with people who went to school with our oldest, two graduated with and a few only in the few years before she graduated.  Some days it makes me feel a bit old but the kids have assured me that I am somewhere between the age of 1 and 99…so guessing I can be whatever age I choose. 

The house has taken a toll since I’ve begun working at the school.  Spent most of the day today cleaning and washing bedding and dishes…swear the dishes are never done.  Starting to feel like some progress is being made.  Bubba and I went out a few days ago to finish picking all the gourds and pumpkins, today Old Boy took the tractor and mower and knocked everything down.  Had hoped to get the flower garden done this weekend but we’ve been hit by a cold front accompanied by an ugly wind…hopefully we’ll be able to get it done before winter hits.  We’ve already had snow…the earliest I’ve ever seen, so who knows when winter will hit. 

Anyhow…hoping to finally be back to it.  Hope all is well with all! 

melmpf

Advertisements

Heritage Days #1

Found myself alone heading up north to Heritage Days, hadn’t been in a few years and felt the call of the old school house filled to the brim with local artifacts and all types of antiques. Was a beautiful day, not too hot and not chilly.

I have an affinity for old schools, having gone to junior high in the 80’s in a school built in 1918. The grandfather I never knew cared for that building for a great many years, my mom and her siblings grew up having to help after school. Feels as though it’s in my blood.

This gem used to be two towns north of us. Still miss seeing it on the corner coming into town. So nice to see it fixed up.

Visiting the 2x great grandparents just down the road from the Heritage Days.

My great grandfather’s sister and nephew as well.

Each room in the old school has a different theme.

The old stage.

The old gymnasium, can’t even imagine basketball games were once held here.

Will share more later…best hit the sack if I want to function come 6:30.

melmpf

The Winds of Change

Big life change…ma starts working at the local elementary school on Tuesday morning.  It was a really hard decision to make, one that made me sick to my stomach at the thought of the unknown after having been a stay-at-home mom for the majority of the past 23 years. It’s something I’ve thought about since spring and visited with one of our “other daughters” who is an Aide at the school and think may be right up my alley.  Ash took my application in on Tuesday, received the call this afternoon…was told I could start tomorrow if I wanted…but chose a meeting to learn the ins and outs of the job and so on.  I am absolutely terrified of change!  Will be nice to feel as though I’m accomplishing something again! 

The best will be that it’s only during school hours, no weekends and no nights besides school programs.  Will still be able to be home for my guys and go with when there’s a rodeo or roping.  That was one of my major worries being I’ve been able to be there for everything over the years.

20180827_1202211484317000682035350.jpg

(these two normally won’t sleep this close, but mom made a couple new afghans)

Had been having THE BEST WEEK in a long time until this morning.  Our girl is on her one week vacation and came home this year instead of staying out west.  She finally found a class to carry a gun, so she wasn’t able to get home until around suppertime on Sunday.  Actually had both kids in one house, actually in the same room, for the first time in YEARS.  Rather funny, the top bunk and K aren’t the best of friends…but she seemed to actually be enjoying hanging out with her little brother again.  Made ma’s heart feel good.

Yesterday we took Gramma to the city to the hotdog shop, was always one of our things and it had been a couple years.  Afterwards we went to the Catholic park and walked off those hotdogs, Gramma and I had each been there once, K hadn’t been before.  Took her awhile but she found Moses…he was who she wanted to find aften Jesus.

20180831_0002088292075679416003888.jpg

Was even able to pull a fast one and stop at a cemetery in the city where I found my Great Great Grandmother and her second husband and two sons.  Cemeteries freak my girl out and I find such peace walking cemeteries and reading stones.  She gets that from her father, he doesn’t like going either.

We’d been having such a nice time…when I got up to get Bubba going for school this morning she was roaming the house.  Her boyfriend of almost three years called at 4 am to say he wasn’t sure about their relationship anymore.  Is he freaking kidding me, she’s six hours away on vacation with her family and he pulls a stunt like this?! 

He’s here now, she met him in the city where they are spending the night.  She texted to say they’ve working things through…they came to the realization they’ve let work and friends get in the way to the point where they are basically roommates.  They have work to do but seem to want to work on it. 

Don’t know what she’ll do if they break up.  No family out there, no friends close enough for her to room with if they do.  They have a pickup they split the payment and insurance on, the downpayment was the vehicle she’d been driving since she graduated high school that we gave her when she graduated from college…she’d never be able to afford that payment on her own, rent, she has a good job but not high paying enough to get a place of her own, no matter how cheap.  She did tell him that if they did break up and she had to move home, there would be no going back.  She’d been working at a bank for almost two years now and just became a loan officer over the summer, that’s a hard job to leave and try to find new. 

Mom is feeling so much stress…thankfully she takes after her dad and doesn’t let too much stress her out and has always put her head down and plowed on when times have been tough.  Not real having with DingBat tonight for pulling this on her at this time.  She hasn’t been able to come home for this long in over two years.  Going to have a hard time being civil when they come home tomorrow.  I will be, but it won’t be easy…selfish comes to mind, it could have waited two days until she went back out west. But that’s mom speaking. 

Now I have to start to thinking about shower and bed.  I’ve been a major night owl for over two decades now (since K was born I’ve always waited until the kids have been in bed for the night to do my thing and have never been able to break it after both were in school) and the though of having to change is going to be tough, the meeting at the school is at 10:30, which isn’t too hard, but starting next week I’ll have to be at school at 8:00…pretty tough when I normally go to bed between 2:30 and 3.  I can do it…it’s worth it! 

melmpf